BENJAMIN JUDE

ITP..IN IPOH AIRPORT....

2011-03-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

industrial training experience..and the purpose is to gain experience..and im really getting good experience over here, in ipoh airport, the airport where Boeing and Airbus's are barred from landing..cause: runway too short..so, by now, u should be getting the idea what type of airport it is.
so, what is my job there..im involved with small aircraft's, mostly Cessna 175 which the flying school next door(Integrated) uses it.

the most interesting this for me is, people fly their own aircraft's to be repaired!!
wow, i meet people who own their own aircraft's.the fly in, hand over the key to the chief technician and than ask when they can collect their aicrafts. that's COOL man!! of the guy who came in brought his own engine oil and oil filter.i use to do that, but i do that for my dad's CAR, not aircraft.!!

A NEW BEGINING , A NEW START!!

2010-12-31T12:20:00.002+08:00

WE ARE IN THE LAST DAY OF 2010. LOOKING BACK, THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT WE MIGHT WANT TO REDO AND THERE WILL BE THINGS TOO THAT WE DIDNT WANT IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.

FOR ME, THE HIGHLIGHT OF 2010 WILL BE THE CHRISTMAS OPEN HOUSE. THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WHO ATTENDED. LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN NEXT YEAR.

AND BEFORE WE STEP INTO THE NEW YEAR OF 2010, I WOULD LIKE TO PLEA FOR APPOLOGIES FROM THOSE WHOM I HAVEHURT, DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY. SORRY

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRENS AND I HOPE TO UPDATE MY BLOG MORE FREQUENTLY.

HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR.

REGARDS,
BENJAMIN JUDE

1 YEAR..

2010-02-24T00:16:00.005+08:00

To God be the glory and honour once again...
aLMOST 1 year have passed since i came to jb/singapore. i could still remember clearly the 1st day IN jb and how well things went on. here im right now praising God for all the guidance and blessing He had given me.

LOOKING FORWARD TOWARDS A BETTER 2ND YEAR.....

BEING HONEST IN YOUR LIFE...

2010-02-03T12:23:00.005+08:00

CHRITIANITY- NOT A RELIGION BUT ITS A RELATIONSHIOP BETWEEN U AND CHRIST.
however, there is alot of misunderstanding in this and external traditionals has been often associated with life of christianity.

as i am from an indian background, i have personally seen many of this kind of cases where this matter have been massed up! as for an example, i have seen an elderly chiristian man who believes that " not eating mutton on the 1st day of the year is good! , it will have effect for the entire year"..this kind of believe is something very very weird in christian's life and there should not be any room for it. we Christians has been bought for a price(the blood of Christ) and it is not our duty at all to seek blessing through this idiotic and corrupted way! this things are not going to please God!!

being honest in church plays another crucial part in christians life. serving makes someone special.but one must always have the intention to be special through serving in Gods eye and not in mans eye. if you want to have the special attention of MAn, there are many other places you could archive it. schools, office and etc..there are many many places..but serving in church should be an honest and sincere service to God!! and it is ststed in the bible that people who gather in church and worship together with you are your brothers and sisters.. so, "brother" & sister" is a common word to be heard in the church. However, how many of us are actually, by heart sincerely saying it?

the one and only way to please our God is by keeping His law's right and living a Christ's life. LAST but not least, "honesty is the best policy"

THE FIRE!!!

2010-01-11T10:54:00.002+08:00

Greeting to you all!!
So far, 8 churches have been attacked with one church is quite badly damaged. Although not the whole building has been torched, burning is still burning. And attempting to burn the church also is a criminal offence. And those who were involved directly or indirectly have to face the consequences.

Our God is a God with full of passionate and love!
Yet, he is also an Angry God where no man can stand in the presence of his wrath!! Example, when Uzzah disobeyed the God’s commandment and accidently placed his hands on the Ark of Covenant, he was struck down to death. The city of Sodom and Gomorrah was also destroyed due to God’s anger over the homosexuality that is being practiced there!!
Having an example that we didn’t see with our own eyes will not bring any effect on us. Those incidents which took place thousands of years ago could not really impart how angry our God can get!
To give an actual picture of God’s wrath, there is an incident which took place just a few years ago. An incident which shocked the whole world!!
Remember 26th December 2004? When ACEH was totally destroyed by the tsunami!! Aceh is a cursed town where many churches has been torched and even pastors, evangelist, missionaries has been killed!! Christians were also having a very tough time. The waves, totally wiped out the city .

Our God can be compassionate and at the same time, He can be fierce as a Lion!!!
HOWEVER, sg.news.yahoo.com reported
“…Despite the attacks, thousands of Christians nationwide(in Malaysia) attended Sunday services and prayed for national unity and an end to the violence.
Men, women and children from the Metro Tabernacle parish assembled Sunday in a cavernous, 1,800-seat meeting hall of the Malaysian Chinese Association party for the service. They lifted their hands and sang "We put all our faith in you," and "You are the God of love and peace."..”

It is important to know with whom we are messing up with first before doing something. The circumstances could be terrible one!!!

FINISHED 2009..HELLO 2010

2010-01-04T10:46:00.002+08:00

THE FINAL 2 WEEKS OF 2009 WAS FANTASTIC. STARTING FROM 20TH DECEMBER 2009 ONWARDS, DAYS STATED GETTING BUSY. FROM 20TH- 23RD DECEMBER, IT WAS CAMP TIME. INFUSE CAMP 2009 ROCKED!!! AND THEN COMES THE CHRISTMAS DAY!! THE NEXT DAY, THE 26TH, FOR THE 1ST TIME, MY FAMILY HELD A FAMILY REUNION IN PANGKOR ISLAND. THAT WAS REALLY FUN. THE 3 DAYS WAS REALLY A RELAXING ONE FOR ALL OF US.

NOW ITS 2010!!
WHATS MY RESOLUTION FOR THIS YEAR?
1. GROW MORE CLOSER TO GOD
2. GROW FATTER
3. BE MORE PATIENT

LORD, I SURENDER 2010 IN YOUR HANDS FATHER!
HAPPY NEY YEAR EVERYONE!!!

a nail may cost the whole of you....

2009-11-29T19:44:00.004+08:00

this was a story told by REV.C Paul of TABERNACLE OF CHRIST, JB...
a beautiful story that could make u to realise how dangerous is to give the devil a small place in ur life.

once upon a time, there was this poor guy who wanted to buy a house. he had only $10,000 but the price of the house was $15, 000. the owner of the house refused to sell it for $10, 000. however, after much persuasion from the poor guy, the owner decided to sell the house for $10, 000 but on one condition. the owner said

"OK, i will sell the house for $10, 000 as what you asked for. but, i will place a nail in the wall(which was in the centre of the house), and that nail belongs to me."

the poor man happily accepted the condition and bought the house.

many years passed and that poor man have came to a stable condition in his life. he is very much wealthy now and even owns his own car. than one day, the original owner of the house came and said to this man

"hey look, i want to buy back my house. i will even pay u $20, 000. but i want the house back". but the poor man answered no and he was firm with his decision that he wont sell the house.

than the original owner said this to him" OK, u wont sell? but i have a property inside the house which belongs to me. the nail!. its mine."

the owner, took a death dog and hung it on the nail. so, the dog was hanging on the nail and the poor man couldn't do anything as the nail belongs to the owner. days passed and the dog began to rot and smell. there came a time where the poor man and his family couldn't take the smell anymore and was forced to vacate the house.

this is how the devil works in our life. what he asks is just a small portion in our life and in the end, you will discover that you lost the life to him just because of the nail.......a nail may cost the whole of you....

something which looked BIG now LOOKS small....

2009-11-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

being a pilot has always been my dream. perhaps, even now, i stii want to be a pilot.
but something happened. i applied for the Air Asia CAdet Pilot intake on February. but i thought i was not shortlisted.i was kinda upset. so what happen was, i surrendered the whole thing to God and i let God lead me. Eventually, i ended up doing Aeronauticals . this course is great too. last friday, i opened my e mail and saw something...i was shortlisted for the air asia cadet pilot intake. but something made me to just ignore it . the next day, i got this in mind....WhT LOOKS BIG FOR US LOOKS SMALL FOR GOD....and HIS PLANS ARE ALWAYS GREATER THAN OURS...I SURRENDER THIS THING TO GOD AND I BELEIVE GOD WILL BE THERE ALWAYS FOR ME!!!and for U too!!

time flies!!

2009-10-27T07:59:00.002+08:00

its been just like yesterday where i started my journey in this course. yet, things are moving so fast. its going to be november. yeah, its time to prepare for christmas. this december is going to be fun!! haha. looking forward towards it! ok, itstime for classes.

NEW PLACE...

2009-10-20T07:58:00.002+08:00

ITS THE START OF A NEW SEMESTER!

NO MORE STAYING IN SKUDAI...MOVED TO A NEW PLACE IN TAMAN SRI TEBRAU, AROUND 5 MINUTES TO CIQ COMPLEX. SO, NO MORE WAKING TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING..LIFE IS GOOD SO FAR..HOPE IT CONTINUES IN THIS WAY!

ALL PRAISE AND GLORY TO GOD ALONE!!!

DOCTOR

2009-09-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

Career is something very important in a human’s life and I believe that it should be decided by that person itself with the help from God. Ur ambition or the choice of studies you are choosing will decide your life for the next 20-40 years or even more than that by the grace of God. But however, it has been something very interesting of what is happening in most of the Indian families I know whom their children’s ambition is to be a doctor. Indians especially Malaysian Indians have this very interesting habit of pushing their children into medical line. Becoming a doctor have been an tool of ego-ness among the Indian families. Children have been forced into medical line just because their neighbors’, their relatives, church members and worst some even just because their enemies children has become a doctor! NONSENSE.. How the hell other people’s choice is is going to determine the success of yourself? Its just something that I could not understand why are people soooo interested in this field. Yes it’s true it is a divine career that could help other person. Yet I believe, there are 3 careers in the world that need true determination in order for us to serve in that field with all our hearts.
1. Doctor
2. Teacher
3. Pastor

Hanging a stetascope on your neck and walking in the hospital with the lab-coat doesn’t mean anything. Medicine line needs the heart to accomplish it. When you people are not even talking to the poor and avoiding the self labeled unclean people, when you doctors-to-be have this filthy selfish attitude, what type of doctors are you all going to be? I have a friend of doctor-to be who didn’t even help me out in any of the scholarship stuff after my SPM even though he sees me and puts a face of “I know nothing” in front of me. What type of doctors are you all going to be?

*ps: for all those who has the real ambition of being a doctor, go ahead. Its ur choice and I believe you too have the same passion for your choice of career as I did. All the best folks. And for those who want to become a doctor just because your neighbor is a doctor, think again!

CHRISTIANS

2009-09-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

We do all sorts of nonsense and call our self as Christians

We play politics in the body of Christ (the church) and we call our self as Christians

We odd to show our power in church when we are actually supposed to love each other in the church

We just have good terms with those who are rich/smart/have extra talents and deceive the poor and we call our self as Christians

We have so many unsettled business of our own yet we often interfere in other people’s business and we call our self as Christians

We think that a particular church can’t go on without the presence of our self without knowing that God is in control.

Anonymous

MOTOR REVIEW

2009-09-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

Now need to find a motor for myself. Following are the review for the search for motors in my town for the past few days.
1. HONDA CBR 150R

THIS COOL AND STYLISH MOTOR IS A MASTERPIECE FROM HONDA. POWERED BY 150 CC ENGINE, THIS MAGNIFICIENT VEHICHLE COULD REACH A SPEED OF 60 KM/H IN JUST 6 SECONDS. ITS MAXIMUM SPEED IS 160 KM/H. ITS SOUND IS NOT IRRATATING AND GIVES A MACHO LOOK FOR THE RIDER. EVEN BETTER IF THERE IS A PASSENGER BEHIND . FOR SAFETY WISE, GUESS ITS SAFE ENOUGH AS THERE IS DICS BREAK FOR BOTH THE WHEELS. UNFORTUNATELY, THE PRICE IS RM 10, 490(OTR). I THINK ITS BIT TOO MUCH FOR A TWO WHEELER!
2. YAMAHA FZ 135i

THIS YAMAHA PRODUCTION HAS A ENGINE CAPACITY OF 135cc. WITH AN ANTIQUE LOOK, I DON’T THINK SO I WILL GO FOR THIS BIKE. ITS ROUND LIGHT IN FRONT GIVES AN OLD LOOK FOR IT. HOWEVER, THIS MOTOR HAS A PLUS POINT. IT IS FITTED WITH A FUEL INJECTION TECHNOLOGY WHICH ENABLES IT FOR LONG DISTANCE RIDE. FURHERMORE, IT HAS A BETTER FUEL CONSUMPTION COMPARED TO CBR 150R. ITS BODY SHAPE LOOKS NICE BUT NOT FOR THE HEAD PART. IT COST AROUND RM 7000++

3. YAMAHA 125RZ

THIS POWERFUL MACHINE HAS AN ENGINE CAPACITY OF 125CC. FOR A SMALL BIKE, 125CC IS REALLY POWERFUL . IT CAN REACH A MAXIMUM SPEED OF 150 KM/H. IT HAS REALLY AN IRRATATING SOUND. THIS MOTOR IS VERY WELL KNOWN AMONG THE MAT REMPITS. IT COST AROUNG RM 6000++. ALTHOUGH IT IS FITTED WITH 2 DISC BRAKES, IT IS NOT SAFE! This MACHINE IS VERY WELL KNOWN AS MOTOR MAUT!

4. HONDA EX5

THIS IS THE MOST FAMOUS MOTOR IN MALAYSIAN ROADS. FORM YOUNGSTERS TO OLD MAN, IT SUITS EVERYONE. AN AFFORDABLE AND EASY TO RIDE MOTOR. FURHERMORE, IT IS ALSO VERY CHEAP TO MAINTAIN IT. WITH A 100CC ENGINE, THIS MACHINE NEED THE LEAST AMOUND OF FUEL COMPARED TO OTHER MOTORCYCLE. NO DISC BRAKES AND NO OTHER SAFETY FEATURES. IT COST AROUND RM 3800.
5. YAMAHA 80

OWNER : abang rempit C.SAMUEL INBARAJ

This MOTOR, IS THE MOST COSTLY TO MAINTAIN. WITH A FULLY METAL BODY, IT WEIGHS A LOT. THIS MOTOR IS SIMILAR TO THE “SKUDAI VERSION SUPERBIKE” BUT IS BETTER MAINTAINED. PARKED ALWAYS AT THE ENTERENCE OF TMC BUNTONG EVERY SUNDAY, THIS MOTOR NEED A PLUG CHANGE EVERY 1 MONTH ONCE. SOMETIMES IN THE MIDDLE OF JOURNEY. WITH A VALUE OF WHAT MONEY CANT BUY, IT IS WAITING ITS TIME TO BE DECLARED “ANTIQUE”

PRICE : NOT FOR SALE( ITU OWNER MANYAK KERAS KEPALA LA! DIA TAMAU JUAL OH! )

Haha! So, which motor to buy?

baby!

2009-08-08T19:28:00.004+08:00

around 19 years ago, a baby was about to be born...this baby was a "mintri koteh"(kiasu) who came out faster than a normal baby. when he was a year old, he was still a baby...2 years old, still a baby...5 years old still a baby...years passed until he became 19 years yet he is still a baby.(lol) but this baby is not a normal baby. he is a brilliant yet a humble baby. a nice and charming guy, ops baby! he is an "ambi baby"..a person who always talks rules. rules!..he never breaks rules...yeah! never.
this baby is definitely a proud son for his parents.perhaps, he is also a proud baby for his frens. he, being my faithful friend even in my days of trouble and failure, was a good friend for me. his parents was also very encouraging. this baby has been also an encouraging for me.

so, baby, happy birthday. hope u grow up fast. u have been a good friend to me. happy to have u around baby.

memories!

2009-08-05T09:20:00.001+08:00

its true that a picture paints a thousand words

3 weeks more!

2009-08-05T09:03:00.002+08:00

there is 3 more left for my semester to end.is a test coming up in 2 weeks time.so,should i come back to ipoh as this coming Monday(10/08) is a holiday? until today,i have not decided on it.life is getting a bit tougher over here.... 2 presentations, 2 lab tests, 3 semester tests and one racing event in 3 weeks..hahahaa...

Lord, give me the strength to face this 3 weeks .I know You will be there with me always!

RIP FRIEND

2009-07-30T09:43:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY AS SOON AS I REACHED HOME, I RECEIVED A SMS THAT ONE OF MY FRIEND PASSED AWAY IN AN ACCIDENT. HIS NAME IS THEVINTHIRAN . THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT IS, HOW MANY TIMES IT WOULD HAVE BEEN ME. I REALLY THANK GOD FOR THE PROTECTION HE HAS BEEN GIVING ME WHILE TRAVELLING.

PSALMS 91 : If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-

10 then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.

11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;

12 they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone

FOR MY FRIEND THEVINTHERAN, ALTHOUGH THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER WAS SHORT, IT WILL BE REMEMBERED FOREVER. REST IN PEACE FRIEND.

SKUDAI VERSION OF SUPERBIKE.

2009-07-29T07:30:00.006+08:00

when i first came to jb, i was handed the key of my uncle's "superbike". it was called so...and his advise was: take care of my bike. make sure you lock it whenever you park it some where. so, just wonder how "cekap" that motor might be. so, what i usually do is ride the "superbike" from my house to a petrol station and park it there before boarding the bus to the customs. i need an external lock in order to keep it secured. one day, after returning back from my classes, the tyre of my bike was flat. i pushed it to a shop nearby to repair it. it was a motor shop where the mechanic is specialised in repairing superbikes. there was a lot of superbikes there ranging from 600cc-1300cc and most of them are singapore bikes. when i went there, the guy looked at my motor, and then he looked at me before asking "mahu bikin apa"..than i said "tayar pamcit".. than he came with a lame look towards the "superbike" and pushed it inside the shop. when he was trying to locate the double-stand using his leg, he couldn't find it..why? there is no double stand in my "superbike"(superbikes dont come with double stand).. than he shouted from there"oi, tada double stand kah?" than i said "tada" ..he replies "teruk punya motor la ini" ...than he repaired it. not only that, he went inside the shop and said something in chinese to the other guys inside the shop quoting the word double stand..nonsense fellow...he dont know the power of my superbike...hahahah

you all want to see my superbike?

here you go

extra features of my "superbike"
*no road-tax(uncle lost the grant for this motor)..haha
*its a lucky day if the light works
*no Horn(so i need to shout if i want to tell some1 to get away from my way)
*no double stand
*there is a need for external lock as any key can start this motor
(should i invest on the broken no. plate?)

so, do i ride this motor into singapore?
NO. there is two reasons why i couldn't do it
1. its quite far
2.the customs officers will stop me for the amount of smoke this motor emits

no matter what, this motor serves me well. there was not even a sinle day that this motor had difficulty in starting.

THE DAY!

2009-07-22T07:52:00.003+08:00

IT WAS CALLED THE DAY FOR MY SONY ERRICSSON W850i. I WAS WALKING ON A PATHWAY AROUND 15 FEET ABOVE THE GROUND. ALTHOUGH I WAS WEARING A WRIST WATCH, I DONT KNOW WHY I TOOK OUT MY PHONE TO CHECK THE TIME. AFTER THAT, I DIN KEEP THE PHONE BACK INTOMY POCKET BUT INSTEED PLAYING WITH IT BY FLIPPING IT USING MY FINGERS. ALL OUT OF A SUDDEN,THE PHONE SLIPPED OUT OF MY HAND AND boom!, IT FELL TO THE GROUND. OH GOD, DID IT HIT ANYONE'S HEAD?. LUCKLY NO! THAN I RAN DONW TO LOOK AT THE PHONE'S CONDITION..UNLUCKILY, THE SCREEN WAS GONE!. YET, I COPULD STILL HEAR MUSIC THROUGH THE SCREEN-LESS PHONE...HAHA..NOW NEED TO REPAIR IT..MON, CAN CHECK FOR ME HOW MUCH IS IT UH? LOL!

ipoh!

2009-07-03T15:16:00.003+08:00

wohoo...din even think that i will be back in iooh so soon...was onli off for around 9 dAYS and felt very much to return back to ipoh.. mayb , i have been to comfortable with ipoh. yeah, no one can ever deny it that ipoh is always the best!.

will be shooting off back to jb this sunday!

BYE BYE FRIENDS!

2009-06-24T11:33:00.003+08:00

LEAVING TODAY AT 10.30 PM. TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO WILL BE GOING TO FUTHER tHEIR STUDIES, ALL THE BEST AND HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON. PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH.

SAYONARA!!!

ALL THE BEST!

2009-06-18T17:37:00.002+08:00

I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO WISH ALL THE BEST FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE WAITING FOR PUBLIC UNIVERSITY ENTRANCE RESULTS TOMORROW(19TH JUNE). AND MY ADVICE FOR U ALL IS NOT TO BE HEART BROKEN IF UR NOT GIVEN UR PREFERRED COURSE. THERE ARE MANY OTHER WAYS TO FULFILL UR DREAMS . PERHAPS , THERE ARE ALSO A VAST VARIETY OF OTHER COURSES TO BE CHOSEN!.

NO MATTER W....

2009-06-07T01:05:00.003+08:00

NO MATTER WHO U MEET
....THE BEST ON EARTH IS ALWAYS UR PARENTS

NO MATTER WHERE U LIVE,
...THE BEST IS ALWAYS UR HOME

NO MATTER WHAT U EAT,
... THE BEST IS ALWAYS UR MOM'S COOKING

NO MATTER WHERE U SLEEP,
... THE BEST IS ALWAYS UR OWN BED!

I LOVE MY FAMILY, HOUSE AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME IN IPOH!

SUCCESS!

2009-06-02T16:58:00.004+08:00

SUCCESS!. I SIMPLE WORD YET A WORD WHICH CARRIES A HEAVY MEANING. THE WORD WHICH EVERY INDIVIDUAL WOULD LIKE TO ACHIEVE. AS FOR ME, ITS BEEN QUITE SOME TIME SINCE I ACHIEVED IT.BUT THINGS HAVE STARTED TO CHANGE LATELY. AT TIMES , PEOPLE OFTEN REFER IT TO THE PRESENCE OF GOD! WE OFTEN THINK THAT FAILURE REFERS TO THE ABSENTS OF GOD. YET, I RECENTLY FOUND IT WRONG. GOD IS ALWAYS THERE. FAILURE IS A PATHWAY TOWARDS SUCCESS AND IT TRAINS AND PRUNES US TO BE A BETTER INDIVIDUAL. TEMPTATIONS AND FAILURES IS NOT FROM GOD . BUT GOD ALLOWS IT TO TAKE PLACE IN OUR LIFE . IT IS TO SHAPE US TO BE A BETTER INDIVIDUAL. IN EVERY KIND OF FAILURE, NO MATTER HOW BAD IS THE EFFECT, THE TRUE JOY COMES WHEN WE WIN THE BATTLE OF FAILURE!.

HOMETOWN

2009-05-27T07:41:00.003+08:00

FINALLY, AFTER 8 WEEKS AWAY FROM HOMETOWN, I AM VERY MUCH EXITED TO GO BACK TO IPOH. CANT WAIT TO SEE MY PARENTS, BROTHERS AND FRIENDS WHO EVENTUALLY DIDN'T CALL ME AT ALL ESPECIALLY THE KOKOI JO! NONSENSE! 6TH JUNE I'M GOING TO PAMCIT HIM. AMAZINGLY, MON SMS-ED ME . UNFORTUNATELY, THE TIME HE SMS-ED ME, I WAS ROAMING!. LOL!

NEW LIFE!

2009-04-23T12:28:00.001+08:00

ALL GLORY AND HONOUR GOES TO THE SAVIOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST.

THINGS HAVE STARTED GETTING BETTER. SINCE FOR A LONG TIME, I HAVE STARTED LOOKING FORWARD INTO THE FUTURE. ALMOST EVERYTHING Is NEW IN MY LIFE NOW. NEW PLACE, NEW FRIENDS (but I have not forgotten the old ones) , NEW LIFE SCHEDULE AND THE LIST GOES ON FOR THE NEW THINGS IN MY LIFE. AND HONESTLY, I DIDN’T EVEN THINK OF THIS LIFE! OBVIOUSLY I HAD THE AMBITION IN THE AVIATION INDUSTRY BUT NOT AS THIS ONE. I DIDN’T EVER KNEW THAT SOMEHOW THERE WILL BE ANOTHER OCUPATION THAT WILL BE MAKING ME HAPPY.

AS JEREMIAH 29:11 SAYS “ for I know the plans I have for you, “ declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.

THERE WERE TWO ENCOURAGING WORDS FROM TWO OF THE YOUTH LEADERS IN FGA, IPOH. AS MATT ALWAYS SAYS, “GODS TIMING IS THE PERFECT TIMING” AND ANOTHER FREN, MR.DANIEL ONCE TOLD ME THIS PERSONALLY “ A DOOR WHICH IS OPENED BY GOS CANT BE SHUT BY ANY MAN” . THESE TWO WORDS HAS BEEN VERY ENCOURAGING FOR ME IN THE TIMES WHEN I WAS FEELING CONFUSED AND LOST ABOUT WHAT TO DO STUDY!

DEAR FRENS, IN TIMES OF TROUBLE, SEEK THE LORD! HE IS OUR GREATEST COMFORTER!

AMEN!

MY GOD IS BIG!

2009-04-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

PRAISE BE TO GOD ALONE! HE IS DOING MIRACLES IN MY LIFE! THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY. THIS YEARS WISHES WAS DIFFERENT FROM PREVIOUS YEARS. THIS TIME, THERE WAS NO ANY BOMBARDMENT AT 12.00 AM. BUT THERE WAS WISHES COMING IN THROUGH OUT THE DAY. THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN FOR ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME. AND FOR SURE, THIS YEARS BIRTHDAY IS SOMETHING THAT I CANT FORGET FOR MY LIFE LONG!.

I WILL WRITE MORE ON WHT TOOK PLACE ON MY 20TH BIRTHDAY IN MY OTHER POSTS!.

WHO AM I?

2009-03-28T14:40:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

THIS IS A TEST I DID ONLINE. ITS A PERSONALITY TEST.

27/03/2009

2009-03-24T15:23:00.002+08:00

KEEP THIS DATE FREE FRENS AS PASTOR RUDY FROM CCKL WILL BE SHARING HIS WORD IN INFUSE. HIS MESSAGES ARE REALLY AWESOME.

DATE : 27/03/2009
TIME :8.00 PM
VENUE : FGA IPOH

COME!

NEVER DO IT AGAIN!

2009-03-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

hello everyone. today afternoon, something happened. my dad told me to buy food for my family. so, i took my motor and i need to pass by the police station in order to get there., i mean the shop. so, when i was passing the police station, there stood a malay guy who ordered me to go inside the police station. but i know he is a police man. so, i also followed his instruction as i was thinking it was a normal check for license and road tax.but its not!. i was told to enter a room, one nonsense type of room and there was another policeman, he asked for my IC and told me it will only take a while.i was sitting there for around 10 minutes when one by one started coming into the room and giving their license. i was really wondering wht was going on as i could see 4 guys at one end of the room with handcuffs. finally, after getting around 17 people, the police man from outside asked, CUKUP KA?., the fellow from inside said CUKUP. are the going to let me go? no. they are not going to do that.kokoi fellows. i was hungry somemore at that time. after that, they called the names out one by one. they called..benjamin jude..i raised my hands up. they told me to go and sit in a chair. so, the same goes for the rest of them. finally, they asked the 4 who was on handcuffs to choose where they want to sit. what la wei, they get to choose but i didnt get to choose!.nvm la, don't care. than came the moment whn i finally knew wht was going on. it was a screening process to find out a CRIMINAL who was involved in a recent robbery case in BUntong. but why me? actually i'm really serious in this matter . why me? i dont have any criminal records and wasnt involved in any criminal activities. so, how can they simply call aa person who was going on the road for a screening process.

but nvm la,. i actually dont dare to asked it to them. so, the only thing i can do there was to shut up and sit down.and after the SUSPECTS took their place, there came in a chinese guy. he looked at all of us and said., nO, he is not here. than a Chinese lady. she looked extremely scared and she just looked around before rushing out. yeah, seriously, the one who was sitting with me looked scary. anyway, the third person, a beautiful chinese girl came in. she walked pass me and i was thinking power la she.. but there is where something teruk took place, that chinese girl suddenly turned and looked at me. if it is in the public, i would have been happy..but she looked me inside the police station. NO! nO! not me.. luckily, she just walked off!..

so, after that, they just let us go and apologized for the inconvenience.

but was they really out there to catch the suspect or were they doing it for the sake of doing it. I dont think so a person who have commited a heavy crime would ride his motorcycle in front of the police station. were the police really expecting it to happen? it sounds crazy for me. and as for me, this is not the way to do it. how if the one of the three who walked in to identify us got confused of our faces and just point at me, i'm pretty sure they will detain me for questioning, and this questioning process wont be a normal one.

last year, i lodged a police report against a man for cheating me on a sum of money. i provided the police with his contact no and few other details including his full name. till date, there has not been any news from the police. even when this kind of small case they cant solve, how are they going to catch a suspect who even his face they don't know....

but today, i was really thankful to God for protecting me from any kind of harm!. as psalms 91 says, "He will cover you with his fathers and under his wings you shall find refuge". adios

IN GOD I BELEIVE!

2009-03-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

resultss was announced last tuesday.. initially, my plan was to open the results inside my car..but ended up opening it in schools its self. it was because of pn.valar who approached me to tell tht my results was not bad. this is because she was the least to know how actually i studied.. really!..she was one of my motivator to have a clearer vision about my future!.., and for the qquestion, am i regreting about my results..obviously NO!. the results i got is something i thank God for it! ok la i admit my results was not super power one! happy?.. but still i thank God for it! onli those who are really close to me will understand wht i am trying to say... so whats next in my life? i surrender my life into the hands of the ALMIGHTY!.. AMEN!

CARS!

2009-03-03T18:55:00.006+08:00

here comes something i love..CARS.. i have deep interest in cars.. so, i love to look for cekap cekap cars..but the cars i go search in net are cars which runs on Malaysian roads..haha..one of the most fascinating car which really took my attention was Mercedes CLS 200.. this 2 door mers was superb. its interior was really fantastic and could really grab ur attention.. guess who was the owner? doctor? engineer? pilot? no no .. it was a car mechanic! superb right.. and this guy calls my father 'tauke"..nonsense fellow! it is like my dads servant is driving a 2 door mercs! LOL..

the second car is Honda Civic 2.0. this car is something affordable by average earners compared to the previous car. this car gives the pleasure of driving . its sound system is also nice essp. with the SRS. its interior its really impresive with the digital meters and the blue LED. even the air conds are digitally controlled. other cekap features about this car is its driver friendly features and the comfortness it gives

this is the dashboard of HONDA CIVIC !

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stpm results

2009-03-01T21:18:00.003+08:00

it seems that the heat of results day have started..many have started asking me when will the results will be out...as if i'm a close fren with hissamudin... anyway, no matter which day it comes out, i have a humble request from all of u. please dont call/ text me to ask my results. i dont think so i will be n a good mood on that day! so, please excuse me for that day...

KAMPAR...

2009-02-25T22:32:00.003+08:00

today, i was in kampar...was helping out infuse to set up their Kampar's outreach there. it was nice to see Churches spreading its wing. with this new outreach in Kampar, i hope that more new souls will be saved. all the best to the 4 leaders in kampar who will be leading the team in kampar. may God bless all ur plans ..

sorry frens....

2009-02-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

i's very very sorry for abondoning my blog once again...its just i dont know whereto start after my vacation in Tanjong Jara...ok let me start with what happened today... morning, i went to church to settle soem stuff before meeting up with Pravin as what i do almost everyday...we went to parade...after, coming back home, i found out that Pravin stole my phone!. what la pravin u, yesterday u took my specs today my phone pulak..i know ur a great supporter of mine but dont la be like this...ISH!.hahaha.. than later at night went to frenas cafe with Lawrence, Wendy and Yee Mun..we had great time there..hahah... will upload the photos later ..mayb 2moro... take care..

INFUSE VALENTINES DAY!

2009-02-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

hey frens out there...there will be a VALENTINES day celebration in FULL GOSPEL ASSEMBLY, IPOH...come come!...all are invited to this event...the details are as bellow :

DATE : 13TH FEBRUARY 2008
TIME : 8 P.M.
LOCATION : 46, FGA IPOH(LENGKOK CANNING)
GUEST SPEAKER : PS. ELIJAH ( COP, IPOH)

an interesting day

2009-01-31T13:12:00.004+08:00

it was a fine Thursday morning....so, pravin, jothiswaran and i went to jusco...but before that, jothiswaran told me that many of our old classmates will be coming too..but he didn't tell who it was...i too didnt ask him as i was expecting for Weng Yew... first, pravin and i went to jo's house and then followed jo..since the journey rto jo's house with pravin was an adventurous one, the journey to jusco wasnt that bad as Jo's was a much careful driver...when we reached, there that's when Mr.Jo told me who all will be coming.,. i could t believe who i will be meeting... so, soon that person arrived.. it was Mr. IAn Wong... he left ACS when we were doing Form 2..wow!..i was so happy to meet him back.,.he is so different now..but his friendliness is still there... not only him, Mr. Adrian Loo was also there...he left ACS even when we are in Form 1.. but i wast that close with Adrian as i was with Ian... others who were there was also Low weng Yew, Ian Chan, Lawrence Teoh, Arvin RAj, Joel Koh....it was an interesting day....but i thought to my self...how that situation will be if Jothis replaces Ian's place...wow!i really pray to God that Jothis wont disappear like what Mr. Ian did... if that kokoi does it, i will pamcit him...

thanks!

2009-01-25T11:20:00.002+08:00

hey frens, thanks for ur kind concern after my last post. appreciate it alot. anyway, its just for some who were matured enough but don't care about others feelings. nah!, forget it. anyway, i would like to take this opportunity to all my Chinese frens to with them a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. have a awesome year ahead. God Bless my frenss........ take care.....

WATCH OUT WHAT YOU ARE TALKING...

2009-01-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

HELLO THERE..THIS IS JUST A FRIENDLY REMINDER TO ALL THOSE WHO KNOW ME. BEWARE OF THE WORDS YOU ARE UTTERING. BEWARE OF THE COMMENTS YOU ARE MAKING. THE WAY I SPEAK MAY BE WEIRD FOR SOME OF YOU.. BUT ITS ME.. I CANT BE CHANGING MYSELF FOR SOME OF YOU. IF YOU DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE OR DONT LIKE THE WAY I'M TALKING, SIMPLE..JUST DONT TALK WITH ME...THATS THE BEST WAY I GUESS.. I'M NOT ARROGANT OR WHAT..ITS JUST A HUMBLE REQUEST TO AVOID UNWANTED THINGS TO HAPPEN.

THE DAY I MET MARTIN....

2009-01-17T22:07:00.005+08:00

today i received a call from one of the boss to work in his company. sounds cekap right. so i also got up and went .. the dress code : white colour long sleeves shirt + slacks.. sounds damn executive right. yeah.. u know what else i got. i was drived by the boss its self to the work place..in his MERCEDES BENZ..not only that, i was also given a vest and a bow! u want to take over my place?..u can do it anytime..so far, u only heard the sweet part of the story.. now hear the sour part...

i reached the office at 10.30.. as soon as i reached, i have to load all the foods into the lorry helped by few other guys. u know how heavy was the things. OMG.. lol..but still ok ok la.. than, went to the place..it was a Club.. near Gunung Rapat.. after that have to unload all the food + other things into the hall.. kokoi... after that, we start putting the foods into the plated to be distributede.. no such thing as resting.. i was given 6 tables to take care off.. serving the food was not that big deal la.. after around 20 minutes, there where the night mare started. have to collect back the left over food.. aiyo, bleady nonsense la this part.. was really smelly like no ones business.. really terrible.. Malaysians are really bad in table manner. this was something that i really didnt expect in catering lifestyle. after that, we were supposed to put back all the left out food into one big tong.. after seeing that, i'm not sure how many of u will have the appetite to eat. but we were only given our food after that. no choice, have to eat.. so, after having our late lunch, we loaded back all the things back into the lorry and brought it back to the office to be unloaded. this includes the left over foods. after that, i thought i will be getting my salary. but no way. he only told that i will be getting it after the one who ordered the food pays the balance

so overall, it was a terrible day. started at 10 and ended at 5 and its all for 20 bucks.
and u know why i choose that title..because the boss's name is martin.. martin food caterers ...hahaha

ONE OF THE BEST BOOK....`

2009-01-16T11:59:00.003+08:00

I HAVE NOT COMPLETED THE BOOK YET. PERHAPS I HAVE NOT EVEN REACHED HALF WAY. YET, THIS BOOK IS REALLY AWESOME.. THE ADVICES AND MESSAGES THERE ARE REALLY POWERFUL AND ENCOURAGING. THE FIRST WAS ABOUT WIDENING OUR VISION, SECOND WAS TO RISING UP OUR LEVEL OF EXPECTANCY , AND THIRD IS ABOUT WHTA GOD HAS MORE IN STORE FOR US. ACCTUALLY, THERE ARE MANY MORE CHAPTERS TO GO. BUT I BELIEVE, THAT THERE ARE MANY MORE CEKAP THINGS IN THIS AMAZING BOOK.

THE NAME OF THE BOOK : YOUR BEST LIFE NOW(JOEL OSTEEN)

class party photos

2009-01-11T21:14:00.003+08:00

can u spot the two "le" frens dating...lol..even up there they are coupled...haha

CLASS PARTY!

2009-01-08T17:13:00.002+08:00

DATE : 30TH DECEMBER 2008

i promised my class mates that i will be organizing a class party. something like a farewell class party. so, i planned to have BBQ. first the location. so, one of our class mate, Mr. Chan Seow Neng, have volunteered to have it in his house. so, after i got the permission from him, i sms-ed all my class mates regarding this matter. almost all was happy bout that . but however, i was not unable to make every1 happy through the decision that i have taken. some of them was complaining that Seow Neng's house was very far. i received a sms like this...(weiiii....seow neng's hose damn far lar...some more i dunno how to go to his house)... nonsense... but this has not made me feel bad. damn! there was a guy came allt he way from Singapore for this class party(mayb not for this class party.. but he came) and another guy from Gentings. so, there should not be any reasons for those idiots living in Ipoh to give any excuse. so, the preparation of food was divided to everyone. almost everyone co-operated in making the Class party a success... although it was raining, but it didnt stop us from having the class party. i will update the pictures later! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL THOSE WHO HELPED ME ON MAKING THIS CLASS PARTY A SUCCESS AND A MEMORABLE MOMENT...

what shall i do!

2009-01-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

lol...days aare too boring! almost everyday, must see the same owner+workers of Restaurant AK... any ideas to overcome my boredom?

NO NO...thats not the way!

2009-01-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

no! this is not the way for them to do it...if they continue in this way, God's anger is going to be shown against them.... they should not be even arguing for such small matters....
they need to change before they loose their members....

good bye 2008...

2008-12-31T17:46:00.004+08:00

GOOD BYE 2008..............THE YEAR TO REMEMBER FOREVER

24/12

2008-12-30T12:33:00.003+08:00

it was Christmas eve... the morning started well with myself going out with my father. went to parade... so, came back home and received call from my fren. 1st planned to go out for lunch but changed the plan. so, i need to go to parade again to buy myself a pants. so, i gladly went to my motorcycle only to find out its tyre was flat. no time to repair. so, the only alternative i have is my dad's precious motorcycle. oh! i tell you he wont lend it to anyone... even to me.. but he was not at home at that time. NO choice...so take it la... dengan bangganya, i brought it to parade. usually it takes me around 10 minutes to reach parade from my house. but that day it took me more than 18 minutes since that motor cant exceed 50 km/h. lol.... its really old... so i parked the motor in the same place where my dad parked the motor that morning. after buying the pants and spending time with my friend, i wanted to go back home as i have a party to attend. that was the most shocking time as my dad's motor is not there....OMG..the first image came to my mind was my father holding a baseball stick. gone la.. someone stole it... that was what i thought as there were still motorcycles there... then came a Malay guy who asked if my motor also is missing. i said yes and the Parade security came and told us that DBI fellows took our motorcycles. But there are still left out motorcycles(this was what made me confused)..so, i and the malay guy rushed to Ipoh Padang where they keep all the confiscated motorcycles. my heart came to relieve only after i saw my dad's motor there... Thank God. however, i was fined rm30. no problem la...as long as my daddy's darling is safe.... kokoi DBI fellows....

WRAP UP FOR THE YEAR!

2008-12-27T00:06:00.006+08:00

its my 50th blog. so i want it to be something special. i thought of wrapping up the year. 2008.... was the year where i saw life from a different point of view. i guess 2008 was the year where i made many changes in my life. perhaps, it was also the year where many new things happened in my life. some are bad n some are good! but overall, i would say that this was the year which changed me alot and it was a though year. i hope that all my beautiful memories would stay forever and whatever bad things happened would be a lesson for me. REMEMBER ME IN UR PRAYERS FRENS. PRAY THAT THE UPCOMING YEAR WOULD BE A BLESSED AND FRUITFUL YEAR FOR ME. HAPPY NEW YEAR FRENS.

Christmas...

2008-12-20T21:33:00.004+08:00

Christmas is a very special day for all Christians.. perhaps, it is also a special day for all the citizens of the world. 25th December is the day to remember the birth of the LORD JESUS CHRIST. yet in this modern world, the meaning has been changed. shopping center's display huge Santa Claus dolls. bar's and cafe's taking opportunity to enhance their business by putting up MERRY CHRISTMAS banners and Christmas trees. Are THEY celebrating Christmas too? in which way? to make things worst, there is even a samsu brand called Father Christmas ( STAR, 18th December).Frens, this is not the actual meaning of Christmas. Christmas is a day to remember the birth of Jesus Christ. it is a day to be thankful . a day to be merry by sharing with the less fortunate. even if you dont have new clothes on the upcoming Christmas, don't be sad as you have some thing greater. You have the Salvation! let this year's Christmas be an awesome time to thank Jesus for coming to this world! merry Christmas everyone

off to the north...

2008-12-16T21:13:00.005+08:00

finally, the day have arrived. i have been waiting for this moment... INFUSE CAMP! there is going to e a BREAKTHROUGH! yeah... it will be held in penang...and the guest speaker will be not other than PS.RUDY ....will catch up with you all after the camp! Adios

going KL 2moro....

2008-12-11T19:57:00.001+08:00

its finally here.,.. i will be going to kl 2moro... but i need money... hope father gives me... plus, CAPT elephant is back.. lol...so, can hang out late at night ....

2008-12-08T16:26:00.003+08:00

Do you think you're HOT?
NO NO NO...I'M COOL

Question 2
Upload a favorite picture of yourself

Question 3
Why do you like that picture

DON'T KNOW LA....
Question 4
When was the last time you ate pizza?
FEW MONTS AGO

Question 5
The last song you listened to?
BEAUTIFUL SAVIOUR(PLANET SHAKERS)

Question 6
What are you doing right now besides this?
THINKING OF WHAT TO DO NEXT

Question 7
What name would you prefer besides yours?
NONE. I TOO LOVE MY NAME

People to tag:
1.LAWRENCE
2.SEE HEE
3. JOTHISWARAN
4. TIFFANY
5. JEMIMAH

Question 8
Who is number one on your list?
LAWRENCE. HE LOVES MATHS

Question 9
Who is Number 3 having a relationship with?
no one currently( but i'n not dare enough to say he dont admire any1)
Question 10
Say something about number 5
MY COUSIN SIS WHO FORGETS ME WHEN SHE IS NOT IN IPOH
Question 11
How about number 4?
HER HOBBY IS EATING! LOL

Question 12
Who is number 2?
SEE HEE...HE IS THE COOLEST FREN

christmas is coming... ho ho ho...

2008-12-07T17:17:00.005+08:00

lol...finally, birthday of JESUS CHRIST is here... this time i think its gonna be a special one for me. doing a sketch in FGA on Christmas morning and the role i will be taking on is Angel's role.(lol...) .

day afta exams...

2008-12-05T17:52:00.005+08:00

FINALLY, exams are over.. as for me, there is nothing to enjoy about coz didin't really work that hard for it.. but managed to finish it. at least full filled my dad's wishes..so, on 3rd was my final paper. that night, went to FGA for prayers. came back at 11.oo p.m.. the next day was the final paper for most of my frens including jothiswaran. so, i went to school at 11.00 a.m to celebrate with them. we 1st went to makan near The store. afta that, we wen to Parade> can any1 guess what we did there... AS A 19 YEAR OLD BARBARIANS, WE PLAYED WHAT IS CALLED AS aci duduk IN MIDDLE OF PARADE. I TOLD THEM I'M NOT PLAYING AS THAT SEEMED SOMETHING REALLY TERRIBLE. 5 MINUTES INTO THE GAME, I NOTICED THERE WE PEOPLE LOOKING AT US FROM THE 2ND AND 3RD FLOOR. I TOLD THEM TO STOP. THAN WE WENT BACK TO SCHOOL TO PICK UP THE PHYSICS GUYS WHO FINISHED THEIR PAPER AT 4.OO PM. AFTA THAT, WENT TO PLAY FUTSAL IN SPORTS PLANET. CAME BACK HOME AT 8.30... BUT THATS NOT THE END OF THE DAY. I WENT OUT AGAIN AT 10.00 PM. AND CAME BACK AT 1.00 AM...

what BENJAMIN JUDE means

2008-11-30T11:57:00.003+08:00

What Benjamin Jude Means
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

A CREATURE CALLED SWEETZIE....

2008-11-27T21:21:00.006+08:00

dunno what to say bout my dog la... a very naughty creature but the loving type(it even shares food with the cats..the 4th and 5th pic)... likes to play around with slippers especially mine! my house has two entrance..so, if i leave my slipars in the main entrance, it brings it to the other entrance...seriously.. and amazingly, it brings it in pairs... lol....

december is coming up!

2008-11-24T21:53:00.006+08:00

December is the month i am waiting for... lol..first of all, its bcoz my exams will be over(can lepak legally).secondly, the infuse camp! waiting for a breakthrough in my life. next is because of caroling and Christmas. can`t wait to go for caroling this year as it will be a new environment for me with the FGA members. I believe that this years caroling will be a meaningful one for me compared to the previous years... and yes, this year i might not be having Christmas party in my home :-(.. anyway, i believe that Infuse camp and caroling would be enough for me to make this upcoming Christmas a more meaningful and a blessed one....

FIRST WEEK OF EXAMS ARE OVER

2008-11-21T22:41:00.006+08:00

my first week of exams are over... only left with maths paper 2 and 3 objective papers(bio, pa and chem) until this date, chem 2 was the toughest.. bio 2 was BETTER than chem 2 but i wont say its easy...anyway, things are improving in my life but i really need further improvement... REMEMBER ME IN UR PRAYERS.... TAKE CARE...(THE PICTURE SHOWS MY LAST CF MEETING...)

God's blessing!

2008-11-15T21:21:00.004+08:00

today i read todays STAR! there was an article about some rich guys in the world namely BILL GATES, SIR RICHARD BRANSON , MICHAEL DELL and few others. there was this statement that they were rich . but they had another thing in common, they are all dropouts. michael jobs did one semester in college before taking his chance in real world and it is not that much different with Dell who just started his company with US$ 1000. And the world richest man, Mr. Bill Gates was a dropout from Harvard. most of the people might have thought that this guys future will not be bright . But God had different plans for them. He have lifted them from the bottom to the TOP. but i wont say that education is not good since i myself put my trust in education. yet, i know that most of todays people think that only education i everything in this world. Its wrong as Gods mercy and blessing should be there too to be successful. so, start seeking Him! God bless....

missed INFUSE again....

2008-11-15T12:44:00.003+08:00

i missed infuse two times in a row.. this time not because i was sick or what.. it was bcoz my father suddenly told me to attend my church...last minute change...actually was ready to attend INFUSE...nvm, hope next week can join them... i will make sure i attend infuse next week... lol.. miss infuse lor.... anyway, doing some last minute revision..really waiting for exams to finish...

the day is boring!

2008-11-13T12:16:00.003+08:00

oh my God, days without school in the morning is really very boring. don't know what to do in the morning. neway, i have already started doing my plans for what to do after stpm... lol... wanna know?

anyway frens, if u have free time , please visit this website:
www.interviewwithjesus.com

among the best video clips is the ORIGINAL INTERVIEW

i'm totally alright now....

2008-11-11T20:39:00.004+08:00

ha ha ha.. i'm alright now..i can eat whatever i want too now.....thanks to all those who prayed for me.. anyway, exams are starting next week. but this tyme is a different as i don't feel pressured due to the exams. but still i'm stressed due to other things that is happening around me... its just that those things are too private to be shared. PLEASE REMEMBER ME IN UR PRAYERS. take care

still bad....

2008-11-08T20:49:00.003+08:00

friday..
after visiting jothiswaran to take my school magazine, i went back home. slept for a while and got ready for INFUSE. as usual, i left my house early to take my dinner first b4 going there. so, i reached wooleys food court at 7. at first, ordered the drink. however, i started to feel the same headache again. i just slept there for around 10 minutes b4 i could barely walk again.i walked back to my motor and came back home .. just slept without even taking my dinner....

saturday
things got better. however, the pain is slightly there......

terrible final day...

2008-11-06T15:18:00.002+08:00

it was the final day of school. 6th of november 2008. i was not feeling well that morning yet i wanted to go to school. when i reached there, i feel very dizzy. stomach also was very painful. soon after the assembly, we had a talk( was actually told it was a short talk). 10 minutes passed after the talk began, i walked off.. called my dad.. i just walked out of the school... this is how easy to play truant in my school.. NONSENSE! father came and picked me up and i slept off....

missed the chance to snap photo with my teachers and frens. but its ok, i will be meeting my frens back during the exams.

FINAL WEEK OF SCHOOL!

2008-11-04T19:54:00.004+08:00

ALTHOUGH I HATED FORM 6 AND DIDN'T PERPORM WELL, I BELIEVE I'M GONNA MISS FEW THINGS. FIRST OF ALL, THE CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP MEETINGS. ITS BEEN MY DAILY ROUTINE OF ATTENDING MORNING PRAYERS AND ALSO CF MEETINGS EVERY FRIDAY. I HA NEVER MISSED CF MEETINGS FOR THIS YEAR. I'M REALLY GONNA MISS THIS ENVIRONMENT. NEXT WILL BE OF COURSE MY CLASS AND MY FRENS THERE. WE HAVE BEEN LIKE A BIG FAMILY WHERE EVERY ONE WAS CLOSE TO EACH OTHER. EACH MEMORIES IN OUR CLASS WILL LAST FOREVER. SO, THIS LAST FEW DAYS IS GONNA BE VERY SAD FOR ME AS I'M GONNA MISS THEM VERY MUCH. TO ALL MY CLASS MATES, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR COOPERATION AND MAY ALL YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS BE BLESSED BY GOD!

friday - sunday

2008-11-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

friday.
it was my first day i conducted games in INFUSE. was fun i guess coz we played the fox chair. than later we had cell where becky conducted the p&w. matt , as, usual conducted the cell where the topic was on LIES.. DON'T LIE....and he told that the reason we cheat was because of FEAR. than after cell, we went to the WOOLEY's FOOD COURT where we had yam cha.

saturday
suppose to go for caroling practice but suddenly parents said need to go to Penang to visit my grandma. the whole thing took half of my day. came back to ipoh at 5.30 pm. was really tired. at night, after having my dinner, went to fga where they were practising for kelvin's brothers wedding. later, we went for yam cha at stadium ( only the boys)

sunday
started as a ussual sunday but it was not. the morning service was very long. later, i and joel kartik went to the hospital to visit one of our frens there. he was following me. so, brought him to my home and took my clothes for futsal. after that, we went to futsal in tambun. but i and joel left earlier as we need to attend a prayer meeting. the prayer meeting was conducted by rev. john ganapathy ( joels mentor). overall, it was an interesting weekend.

Got Tagged

2008-10-30T15:44:00.003+08:00

1. What’s your ambition
* PILOT

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
* Friends, lol since i dun hav gf..

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
* I AM NOT GOING TO ANSWER IT!

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
* YA! MORE THAN ENOUGH THAT I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL

5. How many babies you want?
* Depends on my wife, can't force her, i m juz a *provider*

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
* NOPE!

7. What is your goal for this year?
* GET A PLACE AS A CADET PILOT

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
* ONLY GOD CAN DO IT! HUMANS LOVE ARE FAKE!

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
- FAITHFUL
- OBEDIENT
-CHEERFUL
-FAITHFUL TO GOD
-CARING
-LOVING
-HARD WORKING
-ABLE TO ENCOURAGE ME IN TIMES OF TROUBLE
-ABLE TO MIX ''GOOD'' TEA!
-ABLE TO COOK

10.What feeling do you love most?
* A SURROUNDING WHERE EACH & EVERYONE ARE HAPPY!

11. What are your embarassing moments?
* GOING THROUGH IT(FORM 6)- PERFORMANCE IS VERY BAD!

12. is there anything you wanna tell the ppl you hate ?
* DON'T BE TOO ARROGANT-

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
* YEA :-)

14. What does flying means to you?
* ITS MY PASSION THAT I LONG TO DO!

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
* GETTING A PLACE AS A CADET PILOT

16. Who's hotter,Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
* WHO ARE THEY?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
*A COOL AND CHEERFUL GUY THAT I WISH TO BE FRIEND FOR MY LIFE LONG!!

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
* GOING TO CHURCH OFTEN AND VISITING AIRPORTS!

19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
* CAPT. BENJAMIN JUDE(by God's grace)

20. who is ur closest friend
- God
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1.Lawrence
2.Wendy
3.tiffany
4.others who read my blog!

deepavali open house...

2008-10-28T11:38:00.003+08:00

first of all, i would like to wish happy deepavalli to all Hindus all over the world.

i got many invitation on this day to visit my frens. mostly school frens. the problem is, we have to go if not they might get angry. the food was nice. very nice... ha ha.. a lot of food that was served in each of the houses until i can't take it anymore. the problem arises when i sit in the dining table in a house to eat. the aunties, i mean my frens mom's use to say this word in almost all the houses i go!: ''hey boy, u have to eat more la.. u are really very thin.. u have to eat more''..nonsense.. I'm not undergoing malnutrition ok. its just that my metabolic rate is so high that i cant grow fat! no matter how much i eat, i wont grow..but thanks to the aunties for their concern to make me fat.. but the will not be able to do it! ha ha.. unless i eat , sleep , eat sleep everyday, than i might...ha ha..so, overall, the deepavali day was ok but tiring la.. came back very late to home...

GOD EXIST...

2008-10-23T21:53:00.001+08:00

i saw read on lawrence's( lawteoh777.blogspot.com) and saw an interesting blog about the existence of GOD. well, this might be a sensitive issue for some. ok, some say of God doesn't exist just because MAN ARE SUFFERING. as in lawrence's blog the barber said if GOD exist , there wont be suffering( eg: sick people, abandoned children,suffering,pain) . yes, we might be asking this question. WHY? yet, Gods wisdom is greater than what humans can ever think off. God knows. very well, that if He provides human with all his necessary things and a life without suffering nor pain, human will forget to seek God. it has been natural for humans to seek God at times of trouble. but remember this, God wont allow suffering nor temptations more than what a man can with stand. we are His children. so, frens, believe in God . Thank You

my past few days..

2008-10-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

for the past few days, din archive or do anything special. exams are coming and dont know what to do. i have been telling my parents but they are just stuburn... lol.....

WhY Pilot is the my ambition?

2008-10-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

hi friends. as anyone of you wondered why i have such a high passion to be a pilot? ha ha, its quite funny and even i myself some times get confused out of this coz i never have taken a flight before.

this passion was there since i first realized that everyone has an ambition. so my ambition was to be an airline pilot. why?

first of all, i don't like to stay in one place and be stagnant . i hate something that need to be done with sitting in a place something like an office. i don't think so its fun to just sit and do the same cakoi thing everyday! thus, i like traveling too...

secondly, i like exploring and facing new challenges. i believe we will be more interesting person if we are the exploring type of person! if we are not facing challenges, how shall we improve?

next is, planes have gave me an inspiration to archive a greater height. seriously, i had this a picture taken from a cockpit when i was in form 4/5. i printed out that from the internet. i would often look at this picture b4 i started studying and really it gave a boost to study harder.

so, this are the few reasons why being a PILOT is what i always wanted to be.... please remember me in your prayers.... thank you.

CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP !

2008-10-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

OK, LETS TALK ABOUT SOME INTERESTING THAT HAVE PASSED...being in the Christian fellowship's(CF) committee team.. that was really an interesting and challenging stuff to be done. a team of 8 people were chosen by the 06/07 batch to lead CF for the year 07/08. the one who was elected are : preeyashini adelyn or better known as karidi, lim yi wei, lee yau wei(Wendy), loke Vincent, Cecelia poh, xing ying , Nigel and ME... ha ha... taking the lead in CF was really something that i didn't think off at all. i don't have any experience in leading a Christian team, indeed a normal team as well. so, we started of with a committee meeting. so before i started off the meeting, i wrote some things that should be discussed. I STRESSED ON THE IMPORTANCE OF KEEPING GOD AS OUR MAIN PRIORITY AS WELL AS DRAWING MORE MEMBERS TO CF! FOR 11 MONTHS, GOD HAS LEAD US IN CARRYING OUT CF ACTIVITIES. WITHOUT HIS GRACE, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO LEAD CF SO SUCCESSFULLY. PERHAPS, THE COMMITTEE MEMBERS WERE ALSO VERY COMMITTED IN CARRYING OUT THE ACTIVITIES. KARIDI GAVE ME A HELPING HAND, WENDY TOOK FULL IN CHARGE OF PRAISE N WORSHIP, YI WEI AND VINCENT DOING PAPER WORK, CECELIA OUR VERY OWN ALONG, NIGEL AS PRAYER DIRECTOR AND XING YING FOR PUBLICITY. WELL EVERYTHING WENT ON WELL... JUST THAT KARIDI DID SOME STUNTS AT SOME TIMES.. NOW THE BATON HAVE ALREADY BEEN PASSED TO JIAN AI AND TEAM..ALL THE BEST TO THEM AND MY ADVICE FOR THEM IS TO PUT GOD 1ST.. GOOD LUCK GUYS

FOLLOWING ARE SOME OF CF IMPORTANT STUFF DURING 07/08

THEME: FIRE UP FOR CHRIST !!!

VISION & MISSION :

TO PROCLAIM GOD'S WORD TO STUDENTS IN ACS
TO STRENGTHEN THE BONDS / RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN EXISTING MEMBERS
TO TOUCH THE HEART OF MORE PEOPLE ESPECIALLY NON-BELIEVERS
TO INCREASE THE NO. OF MEMBERS.

NEW ACTIVITIES
- SCREANING OF THE MOVIE " PASSION OF THE CHRIST" TO NON- BELIEVERS.

THANK YOU

its a canibal world....

2008-10-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

what does this topic means... man hunting down man for food! ha ha.. NOPE! its about humans character in todays world. mans are rushing fast in this modern world that they don't care about others. they no longer follow God's command to love each other. this includes in the world of education, career and also in other aspects.. why are the doing so..its all because the want to be ahead of others... there is no one now days which take the trouble to give a lending hand when you fall... they tend to stumble upon you and some would even take the advantage to kill you(emotionally...not physically)...it is very very hard to find a friend who will be taking the trouble to help you! what is that about friends, even your relatives will be doing the same.. when you are in a good position, they might be the closest friend, relatives or cousin to you( have a good example of this).. yet, when it comes to the times of trouble for you, think again how many of them will be still there for you! during my recent fall , GOD made it clear to me who are my actual frens and relatives... remember this! the only one in this world that never ever change is GOD alone... he is the same yesterday, today and forever...come lets make a change of being good to everyone regardless of their background! thank you...

a shocking day in school.....

2008-10-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

this week, we are having a post trials examination in school... i went to school and it looked to be an usual day.. yet, as time passed by, someone came and told me that there is going to be lots of absentees today. and it was real. 4 kokoi's didn't turn up for todays biology paper 2. they were foo chuc kuan, ng meng leng, beh chee mein and Joanne nga diong-diong. before the exam started, jothiswaran(who is sititng beside me) told this to me..''see la u setting a bad example''...ha ha ha... (those from my class will know what it means)... anyway, dr. karthiresan started the paper... later, when it came to pn.susila's period to take care of the class, dr. karthiresan left although pn. sussy wasn't there yet.ha ha..actually,pn.sussy was on mc... after dr. left, the class was without supervision for two periods! that was about 1 hour and 10 minutes of free time during exam! but not even one of them exchanged their answers.... overall, the paper was really though lo... LOL>>>

INFuSE,FGA.....

2008-10-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

I AM A CHRISTIAN FROM BIRTH. SINCE SMALL, I ATTEND CHUCH. I'M A MEMBER OF TAMIL METHODIST CHURCH, BUNTONG. SO, I WAS ATTENDING THAT CHURCH. EVEN THOUGH I HAVE ATTENDED 1 OR 2 OTHER CHURCH SERVICES, YET NOTHING ATTRACTED ME . THIS WENT ON UNTIL I WAS 18(2007). THAT WAS THE TIME WHEN TWO OF NEW CHRISTIANS IN MY SCHOOL, THAT IS NG MENG LENG AND ARVIN RAJ INVITED ME TO ATTEND THEIR YOUTH SERVICE . IT WAS IN FULL GOSPEL ASSEMBLY, CANNING GARDEN. SO, IN ORDER TO JUST GIVE A TRY, I PLANNED TO ATTEND IT. ACTUALLY THE YOUTH FROM INFUSE HAVE CONDUCTED A MEETING IN MY SCHOOL CF. SO, IT WAS A FRIDAY. I TOO WILL HAVE A SERVICE IN MY CHURCH , THE FRIDAY SERVICE. SO, I PONTENG MY CHURCH AND WENT TO THEIRS. THE SERVICE WAS AT 8. SO, WHEN I REACHED THERE, I CAN ONLY FIND A FEW INDIANS. BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER COZ I'M STANDING IN THE HOUSE OF GOD. SOON THEY STARTED THEIR SERVICE AND IT KICKED OFF WITH ICE BREAKERS. IT WAS FUN YET I WAS QUITE SCARED SINCE IT WAS MY FIRST TIME. ALL THE FACES WERE NEW TO ME EXPECT FOR A FEW OF THEM. YET, I JOINED IN THE FUN. THE NEXT WAS PRAISE AND WORSHIP. THIS WAS WHERE THE TURNING POINT WAS, THE THING WHICH REALLY MADE ME INTO A SHOCK. THE PRAISE AND WORSHIP WAS SIMPLY AWESOME. PLUS, THE WAY THOSE GUYS PRAISED AND WORSHIPED GOD WAS SIMPLY AMAZING. TRUELY, I COULD FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD IN THAT PLACE. AFTER THAT WAS A BRIEF PERIOD OF THEIR INFUSE NEWS WHERE THEY PUBLISH ABOUT THE ACTIVITIES OF THAT WEEK. SOON, WAS THE PREACHING SESSION THAT WAS CONDUCTED BY A YOUNG GUY WHO WAS NOT EVEN A QUALIFIED PASTOR. YET, HIS PREACHING WAS AS GOOD AS A PASTORS ONE. THE WHOLE MEETING WAS ABOUT 2 HOURS.

BEFORE GOING BACK, THE LEADERS ASKED ME HOW WAS THE MEETING..AND MY ANSWER WAS '' see you guys next week. " SO, FOR THE PAST 10 MONTHS, I HAVE BEEN ATTENDING THEIR MEETINGS .

SO, IPOH GUYS OUT THERE, PLEASE TRY THIS... SOME TO INFUSE , FGA ..IT IS HELD EVERY FRIDAY AT 8. SERIOUSLY, ITS AWESOME. COME AND HEAR ABOUT THE LIVING GOD..... benjamin jude.....

what form six have thought me...

2008-10-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

form six have never in my mind before i entered into it... yet, as in my previous blog, i have learned to see the good things that i have got or benefited from this foundation course....

1. WAS DRAWN CLOSER TO GOD.
being the President of CF in my school for the year 2006/2007 was an awesome thing. The committee members that i got was also very dedicated and and i really enjoyed working with them. Perhaps, i was also got the chance to get know Jesus more and more.

2. GOT THE FEELING HOW IT WOULD BE WHEN WE ARE IN POWER.
as a class monitor and also the president of CF, i had to juggle between both. and another thing is , i also realized that we can't make everyone happy with the decision's we take together as a team.

3. MET MANY DIFFERENT KIND OF PEOPLE.
wow! this was interesting. Really many different characters i have met. some who are really helpful, some the quiet type, some with monkeys character, some with a gentle man character. and yet, there was a character that i hated the most. the character of having two different faces. this was a dangerous character where this nonsense character might be where ever and with what ever form. he or she might be acting as ur good fren yet, they might be dangerous. I had a fren of this kind. really did a lot for her... really a lot. she is from the poor kind of family. Yet, the way she is now is,,, all kinds of bad words are coming out..... Only God knows... He will repay her back... For that particular person., watch out... you have messed with the wrong person.

4. YOU WONT BE ABLE TO DO THINGS WHICH YOU DON'T HAVE THE INTEREST TO DO IT....

as you all know, my performance in form six have been really bad... made me to feel anoyed few times.. sometimes, i even question God why? why? but, i came to know this from one of the missionaries... we know what is good for us, but God KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR US... so, although i`m not performing well, i some how adapt that there is something out there waiting for me..some thing more than what i have expected for.

so dear readers, always remember that there is a good thing in every bad thing that happens in life. this is not all the good thing that i have got from form 6... there are many other things which i didn`t write it out here...... catch you guys soon. take care.. and e-mail me if you want to: jude_capt@yahoo.com/ jude_capt@hotmail.com

SCHOOL IS STARTING....

2008-10-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, I DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AFTER A BREAK. USUALLY, I WILL BE ANCIOUS TO MEET MY FRENS.....

time is passing by.....

2008-09-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

due date is going to be over soon..... i need to tell my parents that medical line is not something that is for me.... by end of january, i need to enrol in aimst university...... what going to happen next?..... but soon, i will have no choice to postpone the news that should have reached my parents by now......

blessings that often we dont count....

2008-09-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

hi there..thx once again for reading my blog....this simple title is something i heard once in my church sermon... blessings...

Humans often compare themselves with other and complain that they dont have this, that and those. so, they often forget to thank or praise God for the simple things that happens in life . take this as an example. we often compare our wealth, car and houses with others... we use to say, that bagger has a bigger car... he is a more blessed person... his father got for him a car but my father didn't... BUt have you ever seen some of the simple things that you have but others dont. For an example, the food that you eat... how if it is not there for a day... the clothes that you wear, the education, the family, the wonderful frens around you and etc....

so, frens i would encourage you all to stop complaing about the things that you dont have in life and start praising and thanking God for what you have since God is almighty and he is able to change your life to an extend of what you might not even thought of.. always remember to forget the troubles that have past BUT never forget to remember the blessings that have passed you each second... BENJAMIN JUDE....

career decision?

2008-09-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

hey frens, its great joining the world of blogging. Since this is my first time, i would like to start with something which has been haunting me for a long time. guess what. its all about our career decision... shall we follow our parents wishes or our wishes..... itz really hard actually....

let me brief you all bout this. My wishes has always been to become a pilot. Yet my parents decision is for me to be a doctor... hmmm,,,,, i gave in to them few times ad tried to change my decision according to their will... Yet, i cant change the desire of my heart. i met few of my school teachers lately to get their advice... thing changed worse as i got a 50-50 results with some telling me to go according to my will and some was the other way round....

so, what will be my decision... The end of this will only be decided by mY SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST WHO IS EVER ALMIGHTY...... TO HIM I SURRENDER.....